The Dreaded Waitlist...
So things obviously did not turn out the way I had hoped - I am on the waitlist with several other potential applicants. Remaining the eternal optomist, I guess I could have ended up with a rejection letter instead! It makes me smile when I read my former post, because, really, it is more about whether you tried and failed than not having tried at all.
On a lighter note - looks like I will spend my birthday playing on-line Enemy Territory and Starcraft with a bunch of friends. It will be nice to get some of the old gang together. It will also be nice to keep my mind off of the wait!

Do I even dare to speak, to dream, believe?
(Buck, Mills, and Stipe)

Well, today is the day. The calls are already happening and several people have already reported getting in - but not me - not yet. I just thought I should save this moment by blogging it - regardless of whether I get in or not. The title of this post comes from the R.E.M. song 'Around the Sun' and I thought it was quite appropriate for this moment. You feel like you will never make it yet there is this chance - no matter how little.

Do I dare? Of course I do. Three years preparing, and a genuine desire to pursue this dream will never go away. All, I can say is that I hope I look back at this moment and realize that I could have been that person who never experienced this feeling of anxiety and pleasure for having tried. Don't let your dreams die a premature death. Dare to dream and to pursue those dreams with your whole heart!

Pursuit of the DREAM

The pursuit continues! Finally the DREAM is out of my hands, and into a committee's hands! After much preparation and prayer, I have finally completed the last stage of the DREAM. It is going to be difficult to now sit back and wait on others to decide the fate of the DREAM, but there is no sense worrying about it now!
Sure, I know it is a little cryptic leaving out the specifics, but hey - this DREAM thingy is hush-hush for now until I know whether it will become a reality...

Hmmm... what flavour of Linux do you use?

Although I believe that it is probably silly to post what distro one uses, since it probably is dependent upon a variety of factors such as hardware, needs, and prior experience, I still wanted to post my thoughts on the issue as I think I have found the ONE (at least for today anyways).

So to get the hardware issue out of the way, I am currently using a Dell Inspiron 8600 with an additional bluetooth module, and using the Nvidia graphics chipset. A really great laptop I have to say, and I have used many!

My needs are reasonably simple: have fun in a productive environment that includes education and research, with a little gaming and blogging on the side. I also wanted to be stable and to use as much open software as possible.

Finally, my prior experience: well, I have used computers since first programming by pencil on cards that were sent through the card reader, and have never really stopped : unix/PDP-11, TRS-80, Commodore Pet, in the early beginnings up to today.

So what have I chosen and why? Well, I first had my ear turned towards Linux from a co-worker at the University Microstore, who told me about Linux back in 1995. He seemed convinced (for a physicist) and he planted the seed. After many years of debating the Mac vs. Windoze debacle, I finally settled on a very early version of Red Hat. It did not take long to realize this was really something. I eventually began to have different requirements, in particular, a system that could be quickly configured as I tended to wipe the system for another flavour on a regular basis. After trying many more distros such as SuSe, Mandrake, College Linux, and many more, I finally thought I had something with Xandros. Well, it just was not quite there, and I do not like proprietary anything, so I finally thought, lets check out Ubuntu.
Well, I think I am finally there. Ubuntu has done such a great job with my hardware, from wireless networking to the video card (which takes a little work with apt to get going at the start - very minor stuff). It has taken care of the battery monitoring issues and the special keyboard keys so easily I am amazed. Finally, it is gnome-based which I find to be less windozy, and more cozy.
Well, I could rant for ever, but there are my thoughts.

R.E.M. Wows Calgary!
Last night was an incredible evening! After four months of waiting it finally came - R.E.M. playing in Calgary at the Saddledome. One of my best R.E.M. buddies, Sheldon, and I made great use of my Fanclub Tickets and were heading to Calgary to sit in row 2 to watch the best band in the world. We quickly left work and began the long trek to Calgary - a three hour drive emeshed with decisions about which R.E.M. song to play next. After two hours solid of great tunes we eased off and listened to the radio a bit - nothing to compare though.
Our first stop in Cowtown was to visit Sheldon's two R.E.M. loving buddies who were joining us in row 2. I kept wondering how anyone could be as much of a fan as Sheldon and I who often quote lyrics to each other at work, when we stepped in the door and were quickly asked "What was that song that had birds in it - or was it called strange?". Dean and Shaun were from Saskatchewan and were definitely great R.E.M. fans - which made for a great evening.
After some refreshments we headed down to the car to confirm the songs from Document that we had debated about earlier (good guess Shaun!), and then began the trip to the dome in search of a parking spot. Several R.E.M. songs and hooker sightings later, Sheldon found us a nice little spot real close to the dome. Before we could leave the car we had to have a final send off from the music box and we all finally settled on "Don't go back to rockville" which forshadowed later events...
Shaun was a little afraid of the dark and was pretty certain that he saw someone or something hiding behind a fence in the dark on the way to the dome so we stayed close :^)
Finally, we headed for the merchandise counter in search of food and souveniers. After quickly donning our new wares and scarfing down some pizza, we headed down to the floor to check out the opening act - Charlie Mars. All the way down, down, down to our seats we ensured that most people knew where we were heading - good ol row 2! Strangely enough the front two rows were filled with people who appeared to lack energy - at least compared to our group. After securing our seats, we quickly began to harass the security guards to let us backstage - but as expected - a no go. Well, Charlie did a great job - although his vocals were great and could have used to be a little louder than the guitar was.
We found out that two girls in row 1 in front had somehow gotten tickets and they were not even crazed fans like us! We bugged them for a bit with some R.E.M. trivia until they turned their backs on us to watch the stage. My next goal was to watch and see if I could get backstage again - sure enough, as I am watching stage right, out comes Bertis Downs with his ball cap and he walks up to the stage and checks out the crowd. I was not close enough and he hurried backstage again, otherwise I would have loved to ask him if we could go backstage and see the band. Finally I settled on bothering the guy in shorts entering the set list into a laptop on stage. I asked him if that was the setlist and what the first song was so we could settle our bet - our picks went something like: Begin the Begin, Finest Worksong, and a few others. Sure enough it was Finest Worksong - I quickly passed the info on to the guys - good job Dean!
Finally, the moment arrives - on stage comes R.E.M. - meanwhile I am chatting with a lady in a red coat who looked official, trying to convince her that we really wanted to see the band later! I rushed back to my seat and the fireworks began!
Michael had his great eye paint on - this time a cool blue (too bad - we apparently almost had the opportunity to do the same back at the crack house :^)
Not much more can be said - the music was the best! Vocals were great from both Mike and Michael, and Peter was fabulous on guitar. We were standing (and jumping) about ten feet in front of Peter and we let him know how awesome we thought he was. We felt sort of bad for Mike as he was on the left of the stage and the crowd (even front row) was rather tame - so it was great when he later sauntered over to our side and we let him know that we love him too!
Michael took over a glazed crowd that at first was pretty lame (I was disappointed in my fellow Albertans - at first), and soon he had everyone involved.
The pinnacle moment was when Dean started shouting to Peter to play Pilgrimage, and we all joined in feeling that there was a good chance of it getting played. No one else around joined in - just us four - not only were we loud - but we were leaping, shouting, waving, and generally totally crazed about seeing our favourite band up so close! Peter quickly took notice and gave us a quick shrug, and after several more shouts for Pilgrimage, he went and spoke with Michael. Sure enough, in the encore, Michael pointed at us and said that they would play Pilgrimage for us! How could the night get any better!
Finally, as the concert ended, the two girls in front of us turned around and said that we really knew how to party and did we want to party with them! Well, it made us feel good, but of course we were all married except Shaun, and also at least twice their age! Hey - we must still have it at forty!
Seeing R.E.M. live for me was a life changing experience. Back in the early 1980's, when my friend Mark Miller used to play me the early R.E.M. tunes to get me hooked I would never have thought that the group would have such an influence on my life. This concert re-affirmed my love for the band, their music, and their dedication to their fans!
Thank you Michael, Mike, and Peter (and we love you too Bill), and hopefully one day we can bump into each other in a restaurant for coffee...?

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The three adventurers...

Been awhile since my last post - not that I have a large audience anyways! I recently read Wil Wheaton's (WWdN) latest book, "Just a Geek". Excellent read - first I picked it up purely for pleasure, but after the first couple of chapters, I realized that his book had personal meaning for me. What geek hasn't had to struggle for personal identity and meaning? Well, I highly recommend it.
I also recently purchased R.E.M.'s latest album, "Around the Sun" and I am very impressed! After the first couple of listens it was much like any R.E.M. album for me. I start out not knowing whether I really like the album at all, and then after about three days I am HOOKED on a few songs. Absolutely amazing album, and Michael Stipe's voice just keeps getting better and better. My favourites include "Leaving New York", "Electron Blue", and my present best, "Aftermath".
Take care all, and I will try to post more often!

Recently returned from C.F.B. Gagetown, as I was taking the ATOC (Advanced Tactics Course), from Maj. Tim 'Hollywood' Workman.  All I can say is excellent course!  Probably one of the best military courses I have ever taken, and the most practical.  If you think that you need to better understand tactics, improve your ability to justify a course of action, or just want a better understanding of how to perform an effective combat estimate - then this is the course for you.
Mark
 

So what IS the MCAT anyways? Who knows... I hear it is some form of ritual where one goes through excrutiating pain all to jump through a necessary hoop (you know some sort of tribal thing). Regardless, in the pursuit of the DREAM, life goes on. Heres wishing all those MCAT'ers well tomorrow! Do not worry - I hear that there is still life after them! Do not forget what R.E.M. said, "... not everyone can carry the weight of the world... ".

Long time no 'talk'! Nothing too exciting to discuss today - but in case you are interested: The South Alberta Light Horse (RCAC) - my Regiment - are in the hockey playoffs - and are kicking some serious butts! Come on out to CFB Suffield Ice Rink and watch the pounding that we are giving the rest of the Mess League!

Life... what a concept ... nope - too deep even for me - how about something a little lighter: change! So why do people change? In particular, why does one change professions after several successful years of employ? Well, I have recently undergone thoughts about such a change, and to the best of my ability, I believe it is probably because we do not wish to turn 60 only to wonder what if... ? To sum up this rather lengthy post, keep on challenging yourself to do your best (and to look for what is best in others)!

I am currently sitting here enjoying parent-teacher interviews :^)
Funny how things do not change much - same questions and concerns,just different students. I would have to say that those parents who do come in to take the time to find out how their son/daughter is doing are the ones whose children stand a good chance of doing well.

Spent the last week developing the new nine-year German Language curriculum for Alberta Learning. I have to say that we Albertan's really know what we are doing with respect to curriculum! If you do not speak German you are really missing out. All students in Alberta will be required to have a second language when they graduate, and if you are interested in technology or working in Europe or over the Internet, I would reccomend German!
For a good introduction to german, check out german.about.com.

If you have not already been there, MIT's OpenCourseWare does a great job of offering materials for free to do a little self-learning. I have reviewed several courses, and although some of the lecture material is a little skimpy, you can track down the source documents for several of the readings to get to the really good stuff!

Matrix 2 just came out on DVD - of course I had to grab it! I would have to say that it will take something special in Matrix 3 to finish this series off!

Made the move to the Tungsten T3 - I am impressed! If you have not heard R.E.M.'s Bad Day, then you are missing out!

Back from fighting fires in Kelowna with the Armed Forces Reserves! Pretty troubling seeing all of the devastation first hand.

Well, nothing new yet but if you have not seen wilwheaton.net - check it out. I always liked that guy, just never knew him - and still don't. But I like his BLOG.

Gee ... how about a post from my tungsten t over my Piconet! What will I think of next?